Happy Anniversary
I will love you until (and after, and always) my dying day. Happy 10th Anniversary!
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Boy or Girl That is the Question
We have never been extremely patient when it comes to finding out the gender of our babies. I have suggested to Morgan (half-heartedly) a few times that it might be fun to wait and be surprised. But we have a little tradition, and we don't want to break it. It started with Braden. The day we found out that he was a boy, we went out to lunch, and then went to the store and bought a little blue outfit for him to wear when he came home from the hospital. I save those outfits for the kids -- they don't become hand-me-downs for younger siblings. I will give them to them one day when they have a baby of their own.
As time has gone on, our tradition has changed slightly to include the older kids. When we found out that Liam was a boy, we went to Sonic (oh, how I miss their slushes!), and then went to the mall to buy his outfit. We hadn't yet told them what we were having. They went straight to the cute pink outfits. After a minute we said, "maybe we should look at this rack," indicating a rack of blue clothes. Braden said, "you mean it's a boy? Yes!" Lydia started to cry. She was okay, though, and a new tradition was born.
Well, because we see a German doctor, and they do ultrasounds at every single appointment, we have now had a couple of opportunities to find out the gender of this baby. Each time we get excited to find out, looking forward to the appointment for weeks. Each time, we have been disappointed, and have walked away not knowing much more than when we went in.
At our appointment last month, our doctor told us that the baby was "probably a boy," but she couldn't be 100% because the baby's hands were in the way. Yesterday, I didn't remind her of her previous prediction, and her new guess was "girl!" But she said, "PLEASE don't go out and buy anything pink!" This time, the umbilical cord was in between the legs, which could hide the boy parts. So the only thing we are sure of, is that there is a healthy, growing baby boy or girl inside of me. And that is all that really matters.
(But I am having another ultrasound on January 10th, and you can bet that I will be looking forward to that day!)
Sunday, December 02, 2007
My Favorite Birthday Presents
They had been so disappointed that Daddy was going to be out of town for my birthday. They wanted to have a party and buy me presents, and bake a cake. He usually helps them with those things, but since he wasn't here, they took matters into their own hands. They never had any intention of watching a movie this morning. They spent the whole time looking for a box, choosing wrapping paper and bows, and preparing a birthday surprise for me.
They wouldn't let me open my gift until they had sung "Happy Birthday" at the top of their lungs. I wasn't sure what to expect when I opened the gift. I have been given many gift-wrapped boxes of rocks, sticks, and other sundry items. But I knew whatever it was, I would treasure it. This is what was in the box:They had bought me these ornaments on a shopping trip with Morgan a few weeks ago, and Braden had hidden them in his room.
They are always very thoughtful like this. They are the most loving, sweet children. But what touched me more than usual, is that I had never expected this birthday to be the least bit special. I had known Morgan would be gone, and I am so far away from anyone who would care to do anything for my birthday, that I had all but forgotten about the day. But Braden and Lydia hadn't, and they made it special just by being my thoughtful, sweet babies.
This time with my children is the real gift. When you think about how short this time with them really is, it puts it all into perspective. If a person lives to be 85, less than a quarter of their life was actually spent living with their parents. An even smaller percentage of time was spent as a small child, and only a year as a small, helpless baby. During those long, sleepless nights with fussy babies, or those drawn-out temper tantrums, each minute can seem like an eternity. But the truth is, they are growing every minute, and each minute is precious. I always knew I wanted to be a mother, and today my precious children reminded me of what a blessing it is to be theirs.

More Christmas Fun
Here is Braden drinking Kinder Punsch. It was just what we needed to warm up.
Baby, It's Cold Outside!
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Okay, you may have all seen this on Nick Jr. (well, those of you with small children at home, anyway), but I had never seen it before. I found it on a blog that I follow, and when Liam saw it, he was mesmerized. I, too, couldn't look away, but it was because I was thinking, "this is the wierdest thing I have ever seen. I kind of like it."
I posted a couple of months ago about how squirmy Liam is when I change his diaper. It has only gotten worse, and it has extended to every time I try to buckle him into his carseat. It has gotten to the point where I cut back on my errands, just so I won't have to get him in and out of the car seat an extra time. I might be out at the BX, and think, "I need to go to the commissary for some milk . . . Nah, we don't need milk." It is really that difficult to put him into his seat! I once saw the Crocodile Hunter teach someone how to wrestle a croc so they could get straps around its mouth and body and move it to a different part of the park. There were arms everywhere as the two rangers wrestled the wild animal, but they finally succeeded. I often feel like that when wrestling with Liam, but I only have two arms!
So why do I tell you this? Well, there are some songs that tend to quiet Liam down during diaper changes and car seat buckling. For the longest time, various songs from "Nacho Libre" would calm him down. He would giggle as I frantically sang "Encarnacion" while trying to fasten the clean diaper to his body. Well, "Party in my Tummy" has reached that calming status. This morning, while rushing to dress him so we could get the big kids to the bus stop in time, I sang this song at the top of my lungs, and he let me change his diaper! He layed there and just looked at me and giggled as I sang, "Cheese! Yummy, yummy!" He loves it, so I love it too! Even if it is very strange.
Monday, November 26, 2007
Froliche Weihnachten!
Friday, November 09, 2007
Soccer Pictures

Monday, November 05, 2007
Look-alike Meter
I don't know about these results . . . Everyone knows (and if they don't, Braden will tell them) that Braden is Morgan's little clone.
Lydia does look an awful lot like me when I was little, but there are definitely some strong Hanners traits.
Lately, everyone has been telling me how much like me Liam looks. So Morgan, this is for you! He looks equally like both of us!
Lego Mania!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Braden's BaptismBraden was baptized on Saturday, and it was such a special experience for all of us. I had been really emotional about it all week because I knew that we wouldn't have many in attendance. I was so sad that we were having his baptism so far from friends and family. It takes me a while to make friends, so we didn't really invite many people, and I was so worried that it would hurt his feelings that more people didn't come. I was also having a hard time thinking of who to ask for help with things like playing the piano. But in the end, it all came together.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Our Baby
It is amazing to watch the growth of our baby. I have been so spoiled by my German doctor, because I have had an ultrasound at every one of my three appointments so far. That is just how they do it here, and I love it! The first ultrasound, at about six weeks, was just a picture of a little dot. But it was reassuring to know that the baby was developing in the proper place, and looked good. Two weeks later, at about eight weeks, it still looked like a little blob, but it was much bigger, and the heartbeat was visible. Because the insurance companies in the States don't pay for ultrasounds, I have usually had to wait until almost this point to even hear a heartbeat, and have sometimes wondered if I was really even pregnant! But there is no question that there is a growing baby in there this time!
Today was the first time Morgan has been able to come with me to an appointment this pregnancy, and I'm so glad he did! The visit was very short, but it was so fun to see our baby moving around, and to see all of his/her limbs, complete with hands and feet.
It is interesting, because when I was pregnant with Braden, that was all I could think about. It was much the same with Lydia, and then when I finally got pregnant again with Liam, the kids were old enough, and Morgan and I had been wanting it for so long, that we thought about it all of the time. But this time, there are times when I almost forget that I am pregnant (usually when I am not nauseated). I think it is because I am so busy running three children around to soccer, dance, music (Liam just started a Music Together class on Tuesdays), Cub Scouts, Girl Scouts (did I mention that I am Lydia's Daisy Girl Scout Leader? Am I crazy?!), etc. Also, Liam is still so little, and I am still getting up with him several times a night -- ugh! It doesn't seem quite real that I could possibly be expecting another one! But I am so excited, and so are Morgan and the kids.
I was interested to see Liam's reaction to a newborn the other day at his music class. There was a sleeping baby in her carseat, and he didn't notice her until the end of class. But when he did, he was determined to look at her and touch her, and screamed when I tried to pull him away. I'm sure he'll be a very attentive big brother.
I am going to have this baby in a German hospital. I have the option of using the American facilities, but our insurance also pays for the civilian doctors, so we are using them. The hospital, from what I hear, is very nice, and I even have the option of having the baby in water! I hear that it is very relaxing, and helps a lot with the pain. I am not decided, though, because I am not a big fan of being wet (I love to be in water, but I hate being wet and having to dry off afterwards). But the kids heard me telling Morgan about that option, and every once in a while they bring it up and beg me to "please have the baby in water!" We'll see!
The German system is different in that the doctors I see right now specialize in only prenatal care, and never deliver babies. So the doctor who delivers will just be whoever is on duty when I go into labor. But they do assign every laboring mother with a midwife who stays with her during labor and delivery, and even comes to visit us at home after we are discharged. I think it will be a great experience.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Real
-- The Velveteen Rabbit, Margery Williams
Braden has a stuffed dog named Chester, who he received for Christmas from his Mom-Mom, one of his Great Grandmothers, when he was one. Braden loves Chester as if he were a real, breathing dog. And I am convinced that Chester is real now. He started out his life almost seven years ago as a fluffy, soft, shiny-eyed puppy. Now, his fur is matted, his stuffing is separating, and his eyes are scratched. But Braden doesn't see this when he looks at him. He is Braden's comfort and friend through all of the changes and trials he has had to go through. When Braden has had to be without his Daddy for years at a time, Chester has been there. When Braden has been scared to move and make new friends, he has always had his friend Chester. And it was Chester who comforted me on Braden's first day of kindergarten when I cried into his fur because I missed my boy.Saturday, September 29, 2007
Third Time's the Charm
On Wednesday night, Liam reached another milestone. While we were waiting in the lobby at Lydia's dance lesson, he stood up, gained his balance, and then took three steps to me. I was so proud! He looked so cute while he was doing it, with the sweetest look of gleeful determination on his face. Since then, he likes to practice his new skill. Today, every time I clapped my hands and said, "yay!" he would stand up and try it again. He got up to five consecutive steps.
This was a milestone for me as well. Out of all three children, Liam is the first one to take his first steps to me. When Braden was little, he took his first steps at our friends' house. I was there, but he chose to aim his direction toward our friend instead of me! I started crying (because I was so happy and proud -- it didn't really hurt my feelings that he didn't walk to me), and our friends were confused. Until we explained that those were his very first steps. Still, when we see those friends at Church in Maryland, they mention how Braden took his first steps at their house.
Lydia chose to take her first steps while I was gone for only one hour to pick Morgan up from the airport. My friend Maia was visiting from Utah, and had offered to watch the kids at Morgan's parents' house for me while I went to pick him up. When we returned she mentioned that Lydia had been taking some steps. I couldn't believe I missed it! I hardly ever leave my kids, especially during their first two years, and she had chosen the one time I left her to take her first steps! Honestly, I was too excited to really be upset that I missed it, but I was beginning to see a trend. Well, Liam has now broken that trend!
I know that pretty soon I will be wondering why I was so excited for him to walk. But he is really fast on all fours, so I don't think walking is going to make him any more mobile. And maybe, just maybe, if he is standing upright rather than at ground level, he won't be enticed to put every little thing into his mouth. We'll see, I guess!
Monday, September 24, 2007
Potty ProblemsI just don't understand. How is it, that children, who love to push buttons, levers, knobs of all shapes and sizes, have such a difficult time flushing the toilet! My kids actually argue over whose turn it is to push doorbells, crosswalk buttons, and elevator controls. But do they flush? No! I feel like I am constantly saying, "Did you flush and wash?" Normally this isn't so much a problem, as a yucky inconvenience. But yesterday, it was a problem. Liam is a very curious boy, and I make sure that the bathroom doors are always closed because I have found him, more than once, playing with the toilet brush! Ewww! Yesterday, as I was making breakfast, I heard some splashing coming from the bathroom. Yes, splashing! Panicked, I ran to find him fishing around in the toilet, which is really quite a feat considering that German toilets only have about a cup and a half of water in them! He was reaching down in, swishing away. Had it been flushed? I'm afraid not.
I just had to post a picture of this contraption. It is in our powder room, or "the Boys' Room" as Braden calls it. Yes, it is a urinal. We have a urinal in our house! Something I never considered having, but it comes in handy around here!
Birthday Suit!
Friday, September 21, 2007
Happy Birthday Braden!
It seems like just yesterday that Braden was this tiny boy in my arms. Everyone warned me that they grow up amazingly fast, and they were right. I know that he still has lots of growing to do here with me, but I can't help but be amazed at how fast the past eight years have gone.
Braden, you bring so much joy into all of our lives. You have always been such a sweet, loving boy, and I have always been impressed by what a deep thinker you are. I am proud of all that you do, and all that you are interested in. I love it that your favorite type of book is "non-fiction" and how excited you always are to talk to your friend Alex about those books. How you pour over National Geographic magazines, and can spend hours making Lego creations. I love how you can talk endlessly about Transformers, even though I haven't got the slightest idea what any of it means (thank goodness for Daddy!) I love it that you can express your feelings so well through words, art and writing, like the time you drew a "feelings tree" in your journal. You are a great big brother. I love to see how much you love to play with Lydia. And you are so helpful with Liam. I also think it is wonderful that you want twelve brothers and sisters (but hope you'll settle for 3 or 4). I am so proud of you, and love you so very much.
In our church, the eighth birthday is very special. It is the age at which children can be baptized, and become members of our church. I am so happy that Braden has chosen to be baptized next month when Morgan comes home.
I am excited to see what the next 8 years have in store for us! We love you Braden!
Thursday, September 20, 2007
My HummelsWhile I was taking Liam's lederhosen pictures (previous post) it struck me just how much he looked like a Hummel figurine! Hummels have played a big role in my life, and I wanted to share a little bit of my story on this blog.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Lederhosen!We couldn't help ourselves! But can you really blame us? We just had to buy our sweet baby a pair of lederhosen. We bought them last week at a huge bazaar, where we also bought Lydia a beautiful Bavarian dress (pictures to come). When we asked the lady about lederhosen for Braden, she said that she would have to special order them. We decided to wait and see what Braden thought of them first, and boy, am I glad we did! When I told him that we wanted to buy some for him, his response was, "Absolutely not!" Fortunately, I think we can get him a nice German vest or something so he won't be left out, and still won't have to be humiliated!
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
TV
We haven't signed up for TV service here yet, which I was surprised to find has not been a problem for anyone in our family. After living in temporary housing for 2 months, without toys, friends, a car, we totally overdosed on Disney Channel and cartoons. We usually don't have cable, and do just fine with PBS (I love PBS Kids for the kids, and Masterpiece Theater is the highlight of my week). But whenever we travel, we love to watch the Disney Channel. Not just the kids. Morgan and I have been known to fall asleep watching "That's So Raven!"
So when we moved into our house, signing up for TV was just not a priority. We were too busy unpacking, getting ready for the start of school, traveling, etc., and we just never got around to it. We can actually sign up for Armed Forces Network (AFN) for free, which is probably what we will do. They have about ten channels, which is amazing to me! When I was younger and lived here, AFN was only 1 channel, and it was very limited (however, I never had to miss an episode of "The Electric Company." )
Morgan is gone for two weeks, and now I am really starting to miss TV! The kids still don't mind not having it, but they have friends! I never realized how much company TV can be when you are alone, and rarely talk to anyone older than 8! I have been watching different versions of "Pride and Prejudice" the past few nights (I never realized what a dreamy Mr. Darcy Laurence Olivier was!), but I can't help wondering what is going on on TV. Not that I follow any shows. I used to watch some of the crime dramas when Morgan was busy doing something else. He really doesn't like them at all for two reasons: 1. When you are dealing with crime at work all day, it isn't fun to watch it on TV, and 2. He gets extremely annoyed at how unrealistic they are, i.e. "They just sent that DNA out for testing an hour ago, and it's already back!?! That takes six months!!" I imagine it's similar to watching "ER" with a doctor. Kind of annoying.
Funny enough, though, I feel the same way about "Super Nanny." When I have finally read stories to, said prayers with, given cups of water to, kissed, and cuddled with my children, and have succeeded at keeping them in their beds, the last thing I want to watch is another mom struggling to get her kids to stay in bed. And like Morgan with the unrealistic DNA tests, I can't help but think "sure, they are obedient when a stranger and an entire camera crew are there. What happens when they leave?"
So, I guess the conclusion I am coming to is that I am not really missing anything, am I? Maybe I should just stick with Mr. Darcy.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
News!
I have added some fun things to my blog. Can you find them? I wanted to share this news with you all personally, but I don't have my e-mail addresses any more, and we are on the other side of the planet. So if you didn't get a phone call or a personal e-mail, it's not that I wasn't thinking of you. We will keep you updated, and look forward to sharing this experience with you all!
Monday, September 10, 2007
Fall Soccer 2007
Open House
At their School Open House last week, Lydia's class sang a song for us, and then she showed us around her room.
Lydia's First Day of Kindergarten
And I'm proud of her progress and growth, and wonder if I am growing in a similar way as I help her to spread her wings and take flight.